just be happy.

10 months.

and then i’ll be 18 years of age.

please, stop flirting with other girls.

I CAN’T STAND IT. :’(

swear them all off like you said you were thinking about doing? for me?

i’m so afraid you’ll never fully be mine because you’ll always be flirting (or even hooking up with them and lying to me about it). call me old fashioned, but i don’t want a guy that hits on other girls all the time and texts a bunch of girls. it’s inappropriate. and not only that, but it hurts my feelings.

because i can’t tell you myself.

i wish i could reply to you. there’s so much i want to say. i want to tell you how much i miss you and that i wish i could go back in time and just lay in your arms one last time. to kiss you just once more. oh, what i would do to be able to. i love you, ……… …….. even though i’m not going to send this i really wish i could. i wish you’d keep sending me messages. even if they’re depressing i love hearing from you. i check my ……. multiple times a day just to see if you sent me anything. i don’t know what i’m doing apart from you. i wish we belonged together. :(

if only i could love another the way i loved you…

*love you…

you take someones virginity and then promise them you’ll wait for them as long as it takes and then you leave them for a girl you’ve never met after having such a huge past with the first girl especially when she needed you the most right now and you just up and leave wanting nothing to do with her. it’s almost inhuman.

i feel like i don’t even know you anymore and just a week ago you called me the love of your life.